Yes, I’m doing well. Yes, I know I’ve been blasting you with Lung cancer Awareness information. It’s because I LOVE YOU. It’s just one month. Stay with me here. I’ve something personal to share that you’ve not seen. Maybe it will impact your mind with visions of the power of hope, faith, and medical research. It did mine when I recently read it. It’s my CT scan report from February 25, 2016, the one that accompanies that image of my lungs that I’ve posted.
I didn’t realize it, but I was rapidly declining, dying, in late January 2016. When I got my diagnosis and we made our way to Dana-Farber, it was a whirlwind of activity to make sure that the cancer in other parts of my body was lung cancer metastasized, and to begin radiation as palliative care in the hope that it would give me some breathing relief. In the midst of all this, Dan and my sister were staying up with the medical stuff, the “kids” were taking care of things at home, and I was simply working to breathe, heart racing, one breath at a time. I think I was unaware about my actual state. How scared Dan must have been, knowing and being alone with me as I worked to breathe, heart racing, one breath at a time.
If you’ve been reading my recent updates, you know things are good. The tumor in my left lung hilum has been shrunk too small to see, my liver, colon, and brain are stable. Now read that February 25, 2016 CT scan report and be WOWed like I just was.
February 25, 2016 FINDINGS:
There is new complete collapse of the left lung. The primary tumor cannot be distinguished from the surrounding collapsed lung parenchyma.
The mass displaces the left main pulmonary artery and left pulmonary veins with significant decrease in caliber of the left pulmonary artery.
There is new large left pleural effusion.
There is a discrete enlarged, enhancing 2.0 x 1.7 cm lymph node posterior to the main pulmonary artery (2:29). There is also 14 x 8 mm subcarinal node. These nodes were previously difficult to distinguish on the noncontrast images from the prior PET/CT.
Significant increase in the right hepatic mass measuring 4.5 x 3.9 cm, previously 1.9 x 1.7 cm (3:26). There is increased enhancement in the surrounding liver parenchyma on the arterial phase images. There are 2 other sub-5 mm hypodense lesions in the segment 6 that are too small to characterize.
PELVIS: There has been interval increase in the serosal deposit at the rectosigmoid junction in the pelvis measuring 26 x 23 mm(3:69), previously 18 x 15 mm (3:69).
Okay, that’s it. Were you WOWed reading that, knowing that I’m still here and functioning well three years after that? I was pretty darned impressed with what medical research has made possible. A targeted therapy cancer drug stopped the spread of the ROS1 cancer. When it crept by crizotinib (under the cover of darkness I think!), and found my brain meninges, a second target therapy drug, not even approved yet, was available to me and stopped the spread again. Hope, faith, and medical research. Wow. Research funding is needed.
I’ve been fortunate to be in the right place at the right time while on this cancer journey. I started treatment in one of the premier cancer treatment centers in the world. There, I can participate in clinical trials that are only available in a few places in the country, and unfortunately not accessible to many. Also, luckily (or thanks to hope, faith, prayers) I’ve met the criteria to enter the clinical trial. Being healthy in all other ways helps in this.
Four things I hope you’ll take from this post:
- Take care of your body, listen to it, and advocate for it.
- If you have a cancer diagnosis, find the best treatment available to you.
- Always have hope.
- RESEARCH FUNDING IS NEEDED. You can help by advocating, spreading awareness, or donating. Over 400 Americans are dying every day. Help, please.
If you want to donate to the patient-driven research being conducted on ROS1cancer, here’s my donation page: ROS1 research donation .
That’s my story and I’m sticking to it. Thanks for reading. Always have hope. Today I’m spending the day with one of the grandchildren. How lucky am I? I say, VERY! Here, finding joy in the everyday every day.